Tuesday, February 28, 2012

At this stage in the game it is impossible not to totally freak out at every cramp, twinge, mystery pain or possible symptom. Am I more fatigued than normal? Could this stiff neck be some sort of weird pregnancy symptom? Am I drinking enough water? Was I too active over the weekend? Did I feel weird cramping last time? There is literally NOTHING I can do at this point but just sit and wait. But that isn't keeping me from dissecting every moment of the day. Last time I was totally shocked when they told me the test was positive because I had convinced myself that I couldn't possibly be knocked up because I didn't feel anything (other than a little tired, but I'm always a little tired). You would think I would take that experience and learn from it, but no, I haven't. Patience is not a strong suit of mine, especially in this circumstance....